You were a little hard on yourself. It's a waste of time to e-mail that to him he'll just use it as ammunition. Again ask yourself what is he bringing to the table.
Earthworm
Originally Posted by
Saint Francis 
Thank you everyone, especially Denny, for your thoughtful posts. I know it was negative sounding, but it was 4:30 am. And I was still reeling from AH's rant. I am working the steps and what I plan on doing about this list is "humbly asking God to remove these shortcomings." It was liberating writing these down, so now I understand step 5. It sort of desensitizes me when I hear it now it from AH or my own voice. Now that I've admitted that I'm powerless over alcohol and that I have a lot of faults, maybe I can hand these defects of character over to God. BTW, I also emailed list to AH. He completely agreed with the list, of course, and wanted me to "get better." Personally, I think I was "a little" hard on myself.