Sponser?
Perhaps a silly question but how does one go about getting a sponser and then how does that relationship function? A guy at my last meeting...the person leading it...gave me his number and said he could be mine or mine until I found someone.
I feel weird about calling--he's not creepy or anything, maybe it's because he's a stranger.
Right now it seems the harder I am trying to quit the more I have drank/ wanted to. Like I'm trying to prove that I'm in cotrol of the alcohol which is hardly the case. Rather than have my usual "weekly drunk episode" since I've decided to stop I had a double whammy this/last week and really put my job in jeopardy. I am back sober now. It's exaughsting and illogical. I just want to be done already. Done and with at least a tiny bit of energy. I probably need to confide in a friend or two of mine so that they're at least aware of what's going on, plus after I tell them I won't be able to drink with them. That would be good.