I am afraid of giving up my only chance at having a good life.
I am interested in your definition of a good life. And why not making a change is your only chance.
Isn't it true that what you have today is not happy? So change would be absolutely required to make it good. There are many ways to bring about change. Splitting is just one of them. There is only one goal tho, that is serenity...peace within the storm.
Hugs,
JT