((((Heather)))))
I hope you can take this time while he is away to really focus on yourself and healing. If you need a little time for you, remember that classes can wait and there is nothing more important than you! You DO matter...You are a lovely person with a sweet, kind heart and you deserve all the best in life. It's okay to say what you are feeling here...The wonderful part about SR and the "anon" programs is there is no judgement.
Please give yourself the gift of taking good care of you! Hugs and prayers.