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Old 10-08-2003, 09:24 AM
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Rose56
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I have asked him for 3-4 weeks apart so that we can think about what to do next. He has agreed to go to Fl. I am about to make his reservation for tomorrow morning.
We talked and agree that our life is unacceptable the way it is. I told him I don't know what to do to make it any better, I have tried everything I know. I told him I accept some responsibility for everything that has happened and I don't think he is a bad person or the bad guy.
I don't want him to go to Fl because it will cause his parents stress. But that is his choice.
I am trying to turn this over to God every minute today. I told God that I will do whatever he directs me to do, that I give up trying to make it work. I am trying to trust God that he will respond to me in a way I can hear. I am praying for a clear direction. Please that I may hear it. I also pray for the strength to carry it through.
I pray that God remove my remorse about last night, please allow me a measure of self acceptance and forgiveness.
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