I've had a bad couple of days guys theperson i knew as Alicia has practically destroyed my self esteem today with th most horific e-mail I think I've ever recieved, I cant even get upset I feel that numb!
While I eally do understand what your saying laketime I feel like my life has been ripped apart and giving up is just not in me at the moment, I love her and its going to take time to settle in she is as messed up as she is so thank you very much for your support and dont think Im not listening I just dont know whats next i feel lost and it hurts so much its incredible. I will keep posting and I will get stronger its just gonna take time!!
Rgards Ciaran