Violating a restraining order is a crime. Abuse is a crime and as a friend at the state attorneys office told me shoving, pushing or otherwise putting your hands on someone inappropriately and out of anger is Battery. Battery is a crime.
He's not thinking of you or the kids. Hes thinking only of himself.
Whya rent you thinking of yourself and the kids, because your codependant dear, welcome to our oqrld now its time to save yourself