Your right jsjohnson72, I see we both joined around the same time. I can feel you when you stated that you do not like person he makes you. Sometimes, I find myself just seeking some way to make him feel the ways that he make me feel. Then, a voice comes to me stating, why would you do that, that is not you. I want to make a change so bad. I really like myself and I am seeking to get back with our person.