Can He Do This
thursday was a day and night of total he**. i mean all evening and all night. i think i finally got to see the other woman, she a much younger woman, and i just don't know what to do with myself today.
he started all of that craziness last evening and before the night was over, he threatened to call the people and have me commited to an asylum. why would he want to slowly drive me crazy? what have i done to deserve all of this?
even though my older kids kind of listen to him and what he's saying about me, they still say that if i am losing my mind and seeing things, it only happens when he's around. they too want to know why is he here.
i called legal aide again this morning, boy do i wish that i had money to hire a lawyer so that i could go ahead and get this behind me. i feel broken. i know that this is a repeat post in some ways but today i need you guys again. this junk is so painful.