Heard a conversation on the radio this morning about this quote and thought of you Teke.
"Keep your friends close, and your enemies closer."
Not saying your AH is the enemy... they were discussing keeping your enemies, the back stabbing people, etc. who are not really your friends close so you can keep tabs on what they're doing so your not the one they're plotting against.
Hope you're feeling a little better and stronger today. Still praying for you.