Hi, I am new here. I feel so confused and lost. I feel like I am alone, but I have the best family in the world. They are supporting. But, I have had a relationship with this guy for 14 years. I have always been understanding, but I was so wrapped up after being so pleasant and cooperative as well as supportive for everyone else; I lost myself and substituted an addition for my comfort. Now, 3/4 years later I am regretting everything. I feel that I cannot get back up. I start school in July, but I really want to stop this addition, but I let the saddness & confusion get the best of me.