I thought I was crazy with Keith the last couple of months he was alive. I remember dropping my paperwork off at midnite at my bosses house because he wasn't home to stay with the baby earlier as he said he would be and I saw him and the ugliest man alive on the back of Keiths motorcycle 12 miles away from my home. When they turned their heads, I saw skeleton faces, I was lucky, the next day I told my best friend what happened[even the part where I heard the voice say GOD WANTS YOU TO SEE THIS...] He died 6 weeks later and until that minute, I was living with craziness[porn, weird sex or none, him sleeping all the time, no money]...I really thought I was going crazy....I wasn't..You arent either, it is the addict behavior, sociopathic, mechanical, no conscience....Protect yourself honey. I live in florida, have an extra room. You are welcome here for some R&R[have a baby now though]..Marian