i have been thinking about somewhere i could go for a few days, but i have no f2f friends except one that i feel comfortable about going to, but i can't get in touch with her today, her number seems to be disconnected or something. i can't go to family with this, they believe him.
this is my house, but this time i wished that i could leave him here with the kids for a few days and not tell him anything about where i'm going. don't have a motive other than just packing me a little bag and go away from him and here for some serious me time. problem with that is that i still have these two teenagers here to think about.