Teke, i am so sorry you are going through this, you dont' have nothing to be ashamed of. I don't know why he would be calling you. Maybe you should tell him that you are not feeling good and you are confused, then take some time to really clear your head. There is too much going on right now to make any decisions...just breathe. I would ask him not to contact you for awhile Teke, he is hurting you, and you don't deserve it. Gosh, is there anywhere you can go to get away for a little while? I will pray for you...hang in there!!!