Cali, please share. SInce Teke's not around Im gonna start a new penny for your thoughts thread. Please join us there. We do know the rut your talking about. All day yesterday I kept hoping my cubbard to see a bottle of jack staring at me. I dont even know why I was going in that cabinet. I had to make the choose to move it, but I didnt want to, so I through a t shirt over it and taped the cabinet shut. Seriously, I didnt want to hear it say "Cindi.......Im still here..." anymore