Hi Roandlan Welcome to the secular forum.
Might be a good idea to see your doctor about withdrawls.
Here's a good thread from the alcoholism forum:
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...at-expect.html
Another good thread lists secular recovery programs:
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...cular-web.html
So, good luck to you. Getting through the first few days is quite a challenge. There's a lot of good reading here at SR and it sure helped me in early recovery.
Keep well
Ron