sorry yall
i'm so sorry yall, i had no idea that you guys would worry about me, i'm just checking in to let you all know that i am ok. i felt like these walls were closing in on me so friday, the last day of school, i picked up the kids from school and went to my moms for a few days, i HAD to take a break. i had began to feel so overwhelmed with trying to protect me and my emotions, until i found myself living in fear, questioning everything i said and did.
thank you all for caring and loving me, you've managed to do that, even when i didnt love myself. now i'm kind of ashamed of me, but i just had to step away. not quite ready and settled in yet but i hope to be soon. still have a lot to do around here before i'm settled in. again i'm sorry.