wow, i have those feelings all the time!
i'm starting to allow myself only a few seconds to think about my ex, and then i force myself to move on. i come here, i read, i pop in a movie, i'm even learning to cook! i'm trying to make myself better, and not someone who obsesses over someone who just isn't obsessing over me.
i can't say i'm not hurt. i'd love to say that my ex hasn't moved onto someone else so quickly, but that's not true. i'd love to say that she's alone and miserable, but again, not true. it's hard not to be effected by all of that, but i'm just at the point that i can't dwell on it anymore. it's starting to kill me inside.
i know that i'm going to meet someone else that will love me more than my ex ever did. but in order to get there, i'm working on myself and doing things that i enjoy doing. and i'm not thinking about her, hardly at all the past few days. definitely not like it used to be!
he loved you. he's just sick.