For me, I guess it goes back to that "gut feeling" I described earlier. Rarely do I not know what the "right" thing to do is. That being said, I don't always choose to do the right thing. There are various reasons for that and the consequences range from nothing to really bad. Time and time again when I try to "make" things happen unstead of "letting" them happen, it ends up being a f'd up mess. That's really the only way I can describe it. Take care.