cindi, like blues said - focus on that weekend in the jacuzzi. he can only ruin your peace if you let him, now say that over and over till you actually believe it. unplug the phone again if you have to. don't ya just hate those nagging feelings, i hope it turns out to be wrong. i really hope your weekend turns out ok, just check in with us here, i'm gonna use my inlaws computer to check in too.