(I didnt realize he was there)Just becareful Finally,with your emotions. My kids were always dieing to see Ah too. And my middle child walks around saying Daddys coming to have crab legs with me when he has some money. My oldest who was always close to him I know would be thrilled to see him but I think is having inner conflicts he's mad, mad about the past, and mad that he hasnt fixed himself yet so he can be with us. and me, im not strong enough. I miss him terribly and if I see him I may grab on and not let go