I have so many emotions over your post...
I can only imagine what you must be feeling.
Please know that you and the boys are in my heart and prayers tonight. Please God, protect those precious children...send out an extra army of guardian angels to watch over them and protect them...wrap them in your loving care and keep them safe from harm of any kind.
I don't know if there is anything you can do...I hope there is...but if it turns out that there is nothing you can do right now, please know that you have been a true angel to those precious children and trust that your HP will make things right for them. Sometimes all we have is faith...I hope yours will carry and sustain you.
We're all here for you...and we all care so much for you and the boys.
Loving hugs to all of you tonight....