omg - the lil guys are gone...
i'm sad, i'm sick, i'm relieved, i'm crying, i miss the lil guys...
my sister jen and her bf jeff came at 9:00pm monday nite and called to say they wanted to talk to lil guys - i was at a meeting and my husband talked to them - he told them the kids were sleeping - call tomorrow - they said they were coming to take the kids - husband told them they better not show up here - they aren't welcome and he had a gun (he does but its' an old riflez) husband called me on my cell and todl me they called - i came home and within 15 minutes police were here - no lights or anything just here - officer explained that jen and jeff called the police and told them they wanted their kids - police came and sister and jeff were in the parking lot of our neighborhood pool with another officer - police were here for 2 hours trying to not let them take their kids home - without an interstate compact being followed and me having permanent custody of the kids tehre was nothing they could do - they were on the phone with dcfs for an hour - cps here in indiana for a long time - nothing they could do - no o ne wanted responsability of these two lil guys -
two lil guys who's parents have talked to them 4 times in the last almost 4 months...
two lil guys who's parents spent $75,000 - a one time disability payment - in three months and sent $100 so i could see they were *serious* about their kids...
two lil guys who cried for the first three days they were here and didn't want to take a tub or go home because their house had no hot water and mom and dad were sick...
two lil guys who made me cry, frustrated me, but loved being here...
two lil guys who can't protect themselves, the 4 yr old doesn't know his numbers...
two lil guys who shared everything with our family and became part of our family for almost 4 months...
two lil guys who had food locked in the basement from them because their mom thought they were *selfish brats* only 3 months ago...
two lil guys who i promised i would protect and couldn't...
two lil guys who i love d like my own got put in a van at 12:30 monday nite and got taken to a home that was condemned a few weeks ago - by parents who were using crack a month ago - to live without money or their *crocies* ...
can you please pray for dylan and logan - you all thought of them so often - you can't imagine how hard this is on me or my family - my 18 yr old might just go into civil justice courses in college because of this - i have a feeling i will never see them or my sister again...
*( the kids all had those crocs and my sister wouldn't take any of their clothes wtih them - they didn't need my *crap*)