What a stressful day for you. Thankfully, the baby is in GOOD hands. I know you love him. What would he do if he didnt' have you? I am a grandma too, and there is n't anything I wouldn't do for my granddaughter. She's 1.5 too.
Stay strong patouli.
I also have a good friend who raised her granddaughter till she was 11 years old. Then, her addict mother finally got her act together and sobered up.
I hope it doesn't take that long for your daughter.
I know it's hard. My granddaughter lives with me along with her mother because my son is in jail. They had no one else.
If it seems like you're going to pop, go get a full body massage! I have had it done, and felt like all the stress went away after that one hour! It was awesome and you deserve it.