Oh the stories I could tell about my ex and porn. It seems like this is yet another addiction added to a drug addiction.
I cou ldn't take it any more. I felt so incapable, so unattractive, so not worth while. The whole self esteem thing was horrible.
After I got away from it, and started dating a normal man, I realized how sick the ex really was, and how normal I was!
Then, I find out there are so many other women who went through the same thing.
I wasn't alone. You aren't either.
Don't let it get to your self esteem.