Done, I know my daughter uses to escape pain. Maybe from her Eating Disorder and how she feels that she has failed. I don't know because she never was good at talking about her feelings and I know that she wanted me to be happy so it was hard for her to dump things on me. You are an amazing person with a lot of insight. Like I told Teke, if my daughter's addiction someday makes her into the kind of person that you and Teke and the other recovering addicts are, then there was a purpose for all this suffering. Hugs and thanks, Marle