Your right Teke, that does make a difference. (with the men and friendship.) Ive already romatiszed a bit bout shrimp guy and thats a codie no no.
and as well in analyzing my motives I know I do have "feelings" already ebginning that I wouldnt have if there hadnt been a history. For now we are being aloof because he has such a point when he says until Ive filed divorce Ah has a chance with me and he doesnt want to get involved in a mess.
I still cant get over that he takes pictures of animals for me and emails them to me, but Im trying to say to myself if he does so would another man out there somewhere when the time is right. It gives me hope.
Well I never got any housework done and now I really have to...