I guess I was hoping that he would at least pretend to like me today. But that didn't happen at all. Still talking to his druggie friends on the phone. Driving them around. Taking off and saying he'll be right back. I want to believe him but I can't anymore. I have to reason to. I've told him several times there's a reason his friends aren't married and they are living with their parents. I have to leave. I just have to.