Cindi, yes you belong here. Please stick around.
I've had over a year of successful recovery doing it my way, and it sounds like you have several years. Congratulations.
Recovery is a personal thing we define for ourselves, and we all find our own path for it. Don't feel bad for enjoying your weekend. Be comfortable with your recovery. You've avoided your DOC and I'm sure you've had plenty of good things happen in your life because of this. You were able to enjoy your daughter's b-day and grad for instance. I think you're doing just fine with your choices.
Keep well
Ron