I think I am bugging out tonight. He woke me up asking for money tonight his money so I have to give him it. But I reacted this time I think it was brought on by him taking my phone when I was sleeping last night and everything I went through with our son earlier. I gave him the money but I also went into the bathroom with paper and wrote things all over it and taped it to every area that man could look at and wrote something on it. I wrote things from telling him to leave, to my heart is broken , is crack better than family to just plainly why. I'm not feeling normal right now.