I started feeling weird over lunch with not hearing from AH still. Noone has heard from him or his bro. I called MIL. She is having a stronger day and said he is a survivor and when he was done with his marriage to his first wife he just disappeared, never said goodbye, left the state and was gone. I dont see that happening with us, I relationship was different. I know whats going on has nothing to do with his feelings for me. However, I do believe with him the more space between us and the longer the more its over. I still feel so confused. This weekend MIL and FIL are dropping doors off at the house, and if its quiet will go in and see if they are there, there things ect.
My feelings are so twisted right now, and I feel like people normally do during a break up