i have to go get my son but before i do i want to say that even the addict probably can't figure out the answers to you guys questions. how can they do it, im sure your addicts can't figure out how they keep doing it either.
ever seen the exorcist, the movie? it like a demon or something possesses the body and you really don't worry too much about what youre doing as long as their is drugs or money to get more drugs, its kind of like when all the dope is gone and there is no more money, you wake up and its like omg, what have i done.
its awful yall, thats why they have to be willing to do WHATEVER they have to do to get clean. its the hardest thing i ever had to do. be back in a min