M etoo Jewelz.
AH's old drug court pals told me, losing me was AHs greatest fear and that I amy ahve to leave some day to save him. That was a year ago. He spent the next 4 months in jail and we've been on and off a few times since then, never this long, never without constant calls. (Thats why the calls in the begiinning asking "I can fix this right?")
Even BIL told me a few years ago, if you leave he'll stop and follow you...
I didnt expect 100% however I did expect him to try. and he did those first few weeks, thats why I was taking him to work, then he quit got paid and bolted...
...he just gave up.
I dont get it. When sober, he's never ever stayed away, never...
I dont think he's sober