Ashley, call your friends, go out & have a good time. my b-day was last week and it was the first one without AH in 10 years. it was lonely a little, but i went out with my best friend (one i blew off many times over the years cuz of him) and we had a great time. i know it sucks, but i promise it does get better. you deserve to be happy so enjoy your b-day.
jenna