Dont worry about the growing old part, your kids arent leaving you alone. (Ok trying to be funny) Watching my grandmother (70) and her friends being so active and busy I no longer really fear that. But my codependency started from lack on emotional availability from my dad and grandfather, so part of me is still searching for acceptance. My kids have been so huggy lately maybe I need to focus on that and leave the rest to my HP.
I dont really want anyone. I want to raise my children thats all. Ive wasted too mch of my life on men.
I just want lots of hugs.
Atleast Ill always have my turtles, they live 30 years. LOL and of course my dog has been awesome lately