Ok. Now I'm scared.
To be honest I did think about the damage I was causing by pain pills quite a lot - it's just that I took them all the time and when I didn't die from taking more than I should I just kept gradually upping the dose till it was up to 20 pills a day. Did it without wanting to but the addiction took hold.
Drinking booze has also been a problem for me as many of you are aware.
I've been clean for a week now.
But my kidneys (it feels like it's coming from my kidneys) are still constantly complaining at me. Is this still withdrawal or are they messed up now?
I know I should see a doctor but I'm scared.
Over 5 years of pain pill abuse. Is there any way my body could have got away without damage?