Okay, it's my usual middle of the night deep thoughts session and I am just wondering, who are these people that we are attracted to, why do we do this. For me it's not that they became addicted after I met them, or like a child that becomes progressively addicted...it's like I seek out addiction in folks. My body must know the shape of it, be able to smell it from a distance or something. A dear friend of mine says "some people are barely themselves". And that is what I go looking for for some reason, people that are barely themselves, that are possessed by addiction. It is not sane or right-minded at all, it makes no logical sense to me why I do this, but I do it, over and over and over. And that means friends as well as significant others. At least I am aware of it today.