i agree with anvil and kj, do all you can to keep moving forward in your recovery, i also think that they may also be in denial, and they do know what they have to do to get better. you did what you could to help them but it was their choice. sorry that you are hurting so much about their actions but there is no more that you can do. i was hurt by my best friend once and i know how bad that can hurt. i'm so sorry. i'll be praying for you and your friends, like anvil said, welcome to the penny thread.