Thanks guys, or I guess gal's would be more appropriate!!
I still had a hard time getting to sleep last night, thought I wasn't "haunted" by the dark thought's I have been recently, just took me 2 hours to get to sleep, and that was after staying up until midnight. I did sleep well once I finally fell asleep though. I think I will try to go to bed earlier tonight, if it's going to take 2 hours to fall asleep, maybe going to bed earlier will help at least.
I also don't feel as depressed today, though I'm still pretty unmotivated to do much of anything. I'm going to kick myself in the butt after I'm done here and go out and finish cutting up some trees I felled last week and move some gravel around.
Overall a better start to the day than I've had lately. How's everyone else doing?? Thanks for listening. Take care all.