Hi Gwen, I am pretty new here but not new to addiction.
I will be praying for u that u do not have to do jail time when u r obviously trying so hard.
As u said though take one day at a time, none of this is today & today is a beautiful day to be alive, thats why it is called the present because it is our HP's gift to us.
Hoping & Praying things go well for you,
Love,
Diane