Me too. I am sorry for your pain. I know how much the lies hurt. Addicts live in their own little world. I know last fall my daughter told me that she and her abf had $10,000 in the bank and were doing great. Turns out they owed everyone, their heat and water had been turned off and they were being evicted. She does not mean to hurt you. She is in major denial about her problems and she has even convinced herself of the lies. Prayers that she will find her way and prayers that your heart will stop hurting and you will find some peace. Hugs, Marle