I can only share my experience. I kept thinking that somehow I could make it work seeing my AD. What I found is that a relationship based on feeling sorry for someone who is not willing to help herself does not work. I see the progression of the disease and I can't do it. I tried so I do not feel guilty. I want to be happy and seeing my daughter is just working against that. I told her the last time I talked to her that I can't see her but it does not mean that I don't love her. She told me that I should stop worrying, that she will be okay someday. So, I locked that message on my phone and when I start feeling sad, I read it. And then I pray and give her to God. I hope that you find your answer and Rozied, I think you will. Hugs, Marle