how long do this go on? when do you stop having these kinds of feelings. when do you have to let someone push you over the edge. i mean, no matter what happened when i was getting clean, i didn't allow it to effect my sobriety when i finally made up my mind to get sober.
i mean i did have somewhat of an affair yrs ago but i turned and walked away from that and never looked back and that was after yrs of seperation, never when we were together or even thinking that we would get back together, so i feel as if i've done the same thing but with him, i think he does it everytime he goes on a binge and don't come home all night, i think that it would have been different if only he could pull himself to stop doing those same things that causes me not to fear that. maybe i'm having that self talk, just in case noone's here now