((((((Cats)))))))
Thanks for the post. So true. lol
I love my mom. We were friends. I told her everything.
She died 6 days after my 30th birthday. I've not been the same since.
She's been dead 12 years and it's never gotten any easier.
I worry it's going to be the same way for my kids after I'm gone.
The fact that she was an alcoholic and died senselessly from psorosis and a stroke, left me, not so much angry, but more empty. Like we didn't get to "finish" the relationship.
Anyway, she did the best she could with what she had, and I admired her alot for it.
My relationship with my 2 kids is the same way. I believe they admire me for all that I have done for them. After all that we've been through together,especially with my son's addiction, we're still close. I intend to keep it that way.
They're great kids.
Man, Cats. It felt good to get that out. lol
I'm not catholic, but I think I just spent a few minutes in a confessional.
It felt good. Thank you.
With love,
