Teke, its weird Ive been alone alot, but not emotionally you know. I always ahd to fee someone loved me, always trying to get the harder catch, the unavailable one. When x husband went to prison, I took his calls, why I couldnt break that tie. AH broke it. AH was gone most of our marriage, Im starting to wonder what I feel... That tells me I have a long way to go and much healing