I won't be able to PM anyone until I have four more messages in my inbox
But thank you for reading my post and replying. I've realized over the past couple of days from being on this forum that I need to focus much more on myself, and I have already begun to do so. I still feel heavy and it will take a little while to lift all this weight off my shoulders, but I'm already starting to feel better.
Have fun visiting your boyfriend!
I can't wait to visit mine.