Need A Friend - Feeling Useless
I suppose I am feeling sorry for myself tonight. After years of trying to be there for her and trying to understand all of this craziness I think I am loosing it myself. I dont know maybe its all getting too hard. One minute I think I am on top of it and the next Im not.
Need to admit something. I am actually drinking more myself. Usually I only have a quiet drink 2 at the most on the weekends but I seem to be doing it every night lately and tonight Its bothing me. I dont want to get use to this. Its crazy, why am I drowning my sorrows. Grow Up I guess I dont know. Ridiculous!!
I ll have to concentrate more on me. What a laugh - I am now answering my own questions. How many times have I said that to someone...
I got a promotion at work, my adult kids driving me nuts and on top of that my as kids ring me every day with their probs. I guess they need someone to talk to and I dont want to be rude. I feel a little, well, fed up.
Will this pass.!