Thank you so much everyone for your advice and support. I gave in last weekend after not drinking for 13 days. It's been 6 days again and I don't want to give in. I know this may sound strange but I feel like I'm giving up something meaningful in my life. I always drank at every occasion with my family, and I don't know why but I feel as if I'm losing a friend. I feel so sad, it was a part of everything I did with my family and friends. Everyone in my life, except for my husband which helps alot, drink. Thanks for listening.
Theresa