I'm not sure if this is the right place to write this but I need to write, just need to distract myself, I'm sorry for taking up space. gawd I wish I was noraml.
Seeing it, hearing it, feeling it but not beliving it
that's where I am, that's where I will always be
a ticking time bomb that was waiting to explode
now i've exploded, I'm entering a dead end road
I've tried to control the person inside
but she has long since died.
I've slienced the one who tried to speak
I couldn't deal with it, were all to weak.
The destruction path that has been lead
now I'm part of the living dead.
I need to move on and find away out,
please will someone help me out.
I'm stuck, I'm down, depressed and alone
I've got myself stuck in the danger zone
I'm dangerous, I'm lost, I need away out
Please help me, but just don't shout.
I need to talk, I need to let go
but what will happen if I fall
will the feelins be too strong
isn't how I'm feeling wrong.
there's no physical pain to see
this is insane u have to agree
how can feelings be this strong
when's there's no reason that u can see
such a depressed bitch and I hate it, I can't break this cycle that I've allowed myself to get into.