(((Lobo)))
Im going to tread this kinda lightly. I am the addict for my mother. I am in recovery now. But even when I was using my mom told me that she loved the moments of 'clarity'(when I cleaned up) that she would enjoy. It never got to the point for us that she had to turn away from me. But my point here is that maybe look forward to the times yoy have with your daughter and never give up all the hopes and dreams that you have of your daughter. But right now its ok to feel hurt and lonliness by the addict in your daughter. I dont really express myself the way I want to here.
Also, have you considered doing something like adopt a daughter for a day? Its spending time with foster kids who have no one. Alot of you moms and dads here have so much to give.